Monday, March 04, 2013
Sometimes, I just wanna run wild. Like you know, create havoc and stuff along the line. Like seriously just go to someone I do not like and punch the daylights out of them. I bet the feeling will be amazing! Being cooped up doing the right things really drives me nuts sometimes. However, I still do believe that God wants to place me in boundaries to keep me safe, though sometimes i drift away by my own accord. But somehow or rather, God always find ways to get me back. How can you not love someone like Him? HAHA
Recently, I have been missing school life. Not poly life, mind you, SCHOOL LIFE. Like... hmmm.. primary school? nahh... I'm more sentimental towards Secondary School. Like the times during secondary 3-Secondary 4. I miss all the shenanigans our class do together. I miss the times when life was not as complicated as it is now, but slowly starting to get complicated. I miss those romance in class. I really wish for a pensieve, like seriously, and when I'm using the pensieve, I'll pay a hypnotist to come and hypnotize me to dig out ALL my secondary school memories. So that I can store them in my pensieve and visit my memories whenever I'm feeling sentimental. Now, I can only try to find evidence of my Secondary school life. Time is passing by way too fast. I'm getting older way too fast. I miss the simplistic world I once had.
11:20 AM
Thursday, July 19, 2012
Life has suddenly become so meaningless.
Why are there so many obstacles in my life?
My life is so happening that it can be adapted to film a 8o'clock drama show.
What did i do to deserve all these hurts, lies, betrayal and pride? Did i do something wrong somewhere?
Everything just fall upon me, and i just have to take them on.
Tank er yi. If i don't tank, who's going to tank?
Sometimes i just want someone to come and say, Sandra, you're doing your best. Everything is going to be alright. There will be times when your life is going to be happy once again. There will be times when you will have your turn to shine and to taste blessings given from God. Sandra, it's time for you to take a break.
Who's there, when i'm at my lowest point in life?
7:27 AM
Saturday, October 16, 2010
he's really good looking! but... it's sad to know that we will never be able to be friends. hai...
didn't really had a good mood this whole day.maybe it's because of a bad dream? or because i'm way too tired. really tired. have been waking up early these few days and yet unable to get to sleep. dammit. i just can't can't can't can't perk up. school's starting. sad much.
7:32 AM
Sunday, October 03, 2010
woohoo!!~ i got back my results for this semester. though it may not be very good, but it's definitely a great improvement from my previous semester. i feel that this holiday is really very enriching for me. so many things happen, so many changes seen, so many feelings cleared. for the very first time in Sandra Lee Yuan Ting's life, she has decided to take the initiative to be sociable. no idea why I've made this choice, but i just really had a very strong feeling that i want to know this guy. it's not like i have a crush on him or what, just really feel that he might be a good friend to know. and thus, i started to talk to him for the very first time today. hope that i will have the courage to continue to chat with him!
Friendship. what's friendship to everyone? to me, friendship is a bond so strong that nothing can ever break them apart. be it betrayal, jealousy, hatred, none of these feelings can ever separate the bond between me and those i deem as my friends. somehow it really bugs me when i see people taking friendship for granted, especially those who always says "friends come and go". do you really think that friends come and go? those are not friends. those are acquaintance. seen two, no three friendship bond being destroyed. one by his own decision, another by his behaviour, and the third by misunderstanding. how can these things ever affect friendship? people may say that it's due to the reason that they care too much for each other, i beg to differ. i think that they DO NOT understand each other at all. friends who really understand each other rarely fights, because they can think from each other's point of view. i treat each and every one of my friend as precious gems. but if they were to one day cast me away, what more can i do? i just really wish for a place where people will give "friendship" the priority that it deserves.
11:32 AM
Sunday, September 12, 2010
Goodluck for your attachment :D
10:03 AM
Sunday, September 05, 2010
i wish i can move on from the two words that once meant so much to me
7:48 AM
Monday, August 30, 2010
friendship, is a bond that can be the strongest, yet the weakest at time. things that are done wrongly, friends will always forgive and forget. however, once you step over the limit, *poof* the bond is broken and the friendship will disappear. i hate this kind of thing. for me, friendship is a relationship that i hold most dearly to. all of the friends i had made in the past, present and future will always hold a important place in my heart. however, when people don't clear things up, misunderstanding will pile up and sometimes, the bond between these people may not be strong enough to hold on after all the weight on them. i've seen bonds broken. 绝交 are two words that will never be in my dictionary. this two weeks of loft, many things had happen. heard stuff here and there. to be frank, i'm disappointed at your action. i thought finally you will had try to gain back the trust of the XDs, but in fact, you just made it worse. thanks for letting me know that you are really giving up all of them up. hey you know that you started this whole thing. why are you giving it up when the others are all still so into it. did you just start this thing because you need temporary friends? the past two weeks hadn't been a good week. especially on the last night of loft. things happen that could not be prevented. and soon, things may just go downhill from here.
1:56 AM
