friendship, is a bond that can be the strongest, yet the weakest at time. things that are done wrongly, friends will always forgive and forget. however, once you step over the limit, *poof* the bond is broken and the friendship will disappear. i hate this kind of thing. for me, friendship is a relationship that i hold most dearly to. all of the friends i had made in the past, present and future will always hold a important place in my heart. however, when people don't clear things up, misunderstanding will pile up and sometimes, the bond between these people may not be strong enough to hold on after all the weight on them. i've seen bonds broken. 绝交 are two words that will never be in my dictionary. this two weeks of loft, many things had happen. heard stuff here and there. to be frank, i'm disappointed at your action. i thought finally you will had try to gain back the trust of the XDs, but in fact, you just made it worse. thanks for letting me know that you are really giving up all of them up. hey you know that you started this whole thing. why are you giving it up when the others are all still so into it. did you just start this thing because you need temporary friends?
the past two weeks hadn't been a good week. especially on the last night of loft. things happen that could not be prevented. and soon, things may just go downhill from here.
1:56 AM
Saturday, August 21, 2010
exams are seriously super near. all those who don't have exams ROAR!!!<---- this is for you!! i'm still stuck at 0 chapter for MI da bian. and i am really very in need of money. super in need of money. there's so many things i need and want. :( but my birthday ain't coming any time soon. no one can give me present :'(
the things that i need 1. A drumpad 2. A guitar 3. Money to repair my lappy cause i think the warranty finish riaoooo 4. Money to do braces (this is not confirm cox im still scared of the pain) 5. Money just to eat rah hor 6. contact lens :(( 7. money to learn drum
i think now by far is all this. :(( and i have no muh-nehhh T.T
8:14 AM
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
Exams are around the corner! though i only have two papers, one of the paper really make my head big uhhhhh :( and i haven even start studying for that paper. shit i need to have more discipline in what i do. tsk. recently in loft has been learning guitar. i want to excel in music. even if i cant study what i want, i know that i still have a future in front of me. i love music, and i might be able to walk that path by hard work and God's blessing. i can do it! i know i can :)
and crap i just don't understand why am i so weak emotionally? i can be stronger, i know that. since that's what i've always done in secondary school. but why is it so damn hard this time? gosh i feel like my heart is being pulled here and there. freak. sandra lee you suck do you know that? unfortunately yes i do know that. but what to do? life goes on.
1:46 AM
Monday, August 09, 2010
woohoo! yesterday was singapore's 45th birthday. went on a date with nansheng muahahaha to marina barrage to see fireworks. met him at around 5.45 like that, then went to his grandma's house to pass something to his grandpa. lol funny thing was when i went in all of them was like super excited to see me or something like that. most probably they thought that i was nansheng's girlfriend LOL. then when his uncle came, my suspicion was confirm cause his grandma told his uncle "ah seng eh za bor peng you" LOL. but they're really nice people :)
went wheelock to eat at some posh japanese restaurant LOL. first time at wheelock, was quite !excited bout it, but everything is just so FREAKING expensive! oh ya we took cab to wheelock. actually we took cab everywhere yesterday XD. first fail of nansheng. he tried to open the cab door but it won't open. he was panicking and was like 'eh why like that?!' after that i found out that he didn't unlock the door. -.- like wth la! then when he got out of the cab he hit his head on the cab door. LOL. seriously damn fail.
ate at the posh jap restaurant. ate pork and chawanmushi. quite nice but damn ex. like seriously! then while we were eating we saw someone hehheh den immediately called jianbao LOL. but the uncanny thing was when we called him that time, he was just talking to daniel about this person as well. then he was like damn shock LOL. after we ate we went to lido i think to eat gelato. den cab down to marina barrage. however, here comes the third fail of nansheng. when we were hailing for cab, we were worried that we might miss the fireworks so nansheng called his dad to ask if the firework started.
phone conversation: nansheng: hello pa ? ???: uh yes? nansheng: LJ! DA CUO DIAN HUA LA *LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH*
it turn out that he called his friend leon instead of calling his father and his friend played along with him LOL. sibei fail la hor. cab down to marina barrage and on the way there the fireworks started. end up we watch the fireworks on the cab instead of at marina barrage. but we still went marina barrage la. he went there to slack while i went there to study for today's paper. :( shad rife. LOL took cab home with jb. jb had a rotten day while flagging for cab LOL. poor jb. and wth three taxi drivers dono where is marina barrage?! tsk
8:53 PM
Sunday, August 08, 2010
time check. it's 3am now. XD HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!! ONE YEAR OLDER AND I WISH THAT U WILL PROSPER EVEN MOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ;D.. just finish studying two chapters for my CMB and gonna continue the last two chapters later on when i wake up. actually coulda finish all today but was stung with the procrastination bug. oh well. that's my greatest weakness. slack here slack there when i can finish my studying. suddenly got the feel to play piano again, learning a new song call sundial dreams. think people shoulda heard it before? well i think it's damn nice and im determine to learn this whole freaking 6-page song! haha and after i learn this song im gonna challenge classical music. like those really classical ones that mozart, beethoven, bach, chopin compose. i wanna increase my knowledge of songs inside my brain. it's really quite boring to always get stuck with three songs that i know by heart. muahahahaha im gonna upgrade myself!! *beams*
seriously, one shouldn't sleep late at night. cause it's always at that period when feelings are filled to the brim and start flowing out. mostly are just sad feelings. when ur alone and there's no one for you to talk with, all the negative memories just come out. things that u wish u will forget or things that u wish u could get over will just crawl out and eat ur heart out. that feeling sucks, didn't know i will be feeling all this one day. HAHA random~
now then i realise, maybe my first impression on you has been right all along. just cant believe that i was wrong about you. oh well, none of my business anyway.
woo! epic loft stay coming! cant wait for it haha! loft is indeed a place that have a lot of freaking xdjm memories. haha. time spent together like this is going to be even lesser. to be frank, i really don't wish for next year to come. when most of the year threes will graduate. no doubt i will help out at the graduation ceremony. and to think of it, i might even cry like a baby. i will for sure hug each and everyone of u. so tight that u might suffocate. just cant take the fact that u guys will be leaving school and i will be spending one school year without the laughter and the fun times of the xd. really glad that i met u guys. so now, let's just spend the rest of our time together in laughter ya? (L) u guys.
14th is coming. sucks. wish for that day when i won't be so focus on this two numbers. it has been one month. know u are doing fine, and glad that ur no longer drifting apart from them. :) going attachment soon uh? work hard, play hard, but take care of ur health. don't always sleep so late. not good for body. haha and though i know u don't really like to drink water, still have to say, drink more water uhh. :) guess im finally slowly accepting the fact. soon, soon. all the memories just pile up when i see u. it sorts of trying to stop me from looking at u as a friend. but yes, im slowly learning to do so, and actually was able to succeed a few times. :D Sand u can do it!
I WANT TO GO TAIWAN!! TO FIND ARRON AND JIRO AND S.H.E AND GUI GUI :(
8:57 AM
Thursday, August 05, 2010
these few days have been living life smiling :D and exams are coming :( my first exam, appg theory test 2 was today. i think i did quite badly but oh well, i'll still pass. XD this is what happen when u didn't spend the previous night studying but drawing. what was i drawing? HAHA FAHRENHEIT LOGO
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I THINK THE PICTURES DON'T DO JUSTICE TO MY MASTERPIECE! ROAR!! haha anyway i didn't trace this!! really is i draw one haha im the best at copying. should that be a good thing or a bad thing? =x well coming up tuesday there's another test. CELL MOLECULAR BIOLOGY. i better start studying. can't afford to do badly in this since i know is a module that i like XD. i want to go attachment!! so i cannot fail any module this sem. FAILING IS A BIG NONO hehheh (L). time check : 2.35am HAHA what's sandra doing being awake at such an 'early' timing? tsk. shall visit lalaland.!~ sometimes i wonder if u care.
11:21 AM
Monday, August 02, 2010
woots! im finally back from cathay after watching sorcerer's apprentice and eating astons with the XDs. haha and got to know some interesting things.. didn't know more than two person are reading my blog. if any of my post offended you im sorry *bows 90 degrees* i didn't mean to make you feel pissed off or what haha. and don't be afraid of me la T.T im really a veh nice (maybe not veh la but still nice =)) and friendly girl. hehheh just come and join us in our outing ya? know me more and u will know im really quite crazy actually. XD. today had a great day HAHA some funny parts during the movie:
*one particular scene when bathalzar [nicholas cage] die* veronica: he's gone. he's completed his quest. kah ho: got how many exp? [LOL MAPLE JOKE]
*after the movie* kah ho: wa got lightning bolt sia! magic guard daniel: got energy bolt also! roderick: this show give alot of motivation to play maple sia!
these people uh... maple freaksssss LOL.. even during astons also talk about maple sia! kah ho got 65 kiosk scroll LOL. that's what i got throughout the whole meal in astons. cox im too busy tackling the super big fried chicken. OH NO MY FIGURE GOING TO CUI CUI CUI CUI CUI RIAOOOOOO. time check. it's 12.53 am naoooo and im still not sleeping. this whole week is gonna be my self-declared holidayyyyyyyyyyyy MUAHAHHAHAHAHAHA
if any guy actually sing this song to me and actually meant EVERY SINGLE WORD IN THIS SONG i confirm melt right in front of him and 以生相许 !!!! this song damn sweet la! lika serious.. HAHA but i don't think anyone in this whole world can actually mean every single word in this song.. HAHA.. off to my day dreams le worrrrr... :D:D
9:46 AM
Welcome!
It's Me
Sandra Lee Yuan Ting
09/12/1992 [presents!!]
Currently tutoring as a part-time job
hoping to be able to upgrade myself
Just a typical girl next door who likes to do whatever she likes. :D
For ur information, I'm a christian and im proud to be one. So if u're going to give me some crap about christianity or God, save it, or i may convert u into a christian and trust me, I CAN DO IT COX GOD IS WITH ME!! ^^ have a nice day~
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