Tuesday, July 22, 2008
WA CRAP.. firstly my piano practical sucks until don't know how to say. secondly, SINGAPORE POLY OR NGEE ANN POLY DIDN'T CALL ME TO GIVE ME THE CHANCE TO BE INTERVIEW BY THEM. Why!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so sad...................... seriously. did i wrote my personal statement until so lousy that they didn't give me the chance to get interview. MAN IM SO SADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD. raaaaaaaaa
4:43 AM
Sunday, July 20, 2008
WATASHIWA URESHII JANAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
kanashii da.. naze? wakaranai.naze naze naze naze!!!!!!!
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Saturday, July 19, 2008
changed my blogskin. feel that a new change should really occur in my life. have i been living my life with integrity? have i been living my life as a honest person? have i been treating people like what i will expect people to treat me back? all these questions are running through my mind. maybe i really am not mature enough in God. i need more help but how can i start? i want to rely more on God. SO MUCH MORE. but is so difficult. is an extremely difficult task for me. sometimes i've been thinking, should i start praying for myself first before i start praying for others? i cant hear God. im lost in my way. what should i do.
well. O's is really REALLY near. i got like less than one hundred days to study and yet im still troubling over other things. "stupid ar sandra". feel like scolding myself to get to work. well at least bio is down. done with the revision for bio. DAKEDO! teacher have not finish teaching all the syllables in bio. -.-''' *kua kua* thus, GANBATTE for my other subjects. hahax. ESPECIALLY MY TROUBLESOME MATHS. so pissed at my life now. every little thing can make me FLARE UP. i seriously need to chill man. but how am i supposed to do that. T.T no teacher to teach me. anyway, practical exam coming on tuesday. GREAT. scales [X] songs [ok lar] Aural [X] sight reading [go there see how to die] hmm thats around it. so what do you think? able to past? "ANY IDIOT ALSO IS ABLE TO SEE CANNOT!" baka sandra. T.T what am i supposed to doooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!~. haix haix.
~jana~
10:07 AM
Sunday, July 06, 2008
sometimes i wonder what some people do when they are in church. do they go in and warm the chair? or do they jus have their presence being there? or do they jus act all holy and when they get back to their daily lives they jus revert back to who they really are and dont bother to change? or maybe some really is there to learn more about God, to know more about God, to find a more intense relationship with God. for me, im super confirm plus chop im there in church to learn more about God. well i jus know about the troubles of one of my beloved friend. i really hope he will read this entry. if u have any troubles, feel free to tell me..^^..i will always be there to support u ya? u can call me anytime and i will always be there to answer ur call or in this case, sms..^^.. but must be after monday cox thats when i will get back my phone..^^.. hahax.. jus realise i seriously love church and all of my friends in there.. they really make my day. i can be totally crazy and no one will actually care. they will always be there when im sad/happy/worried. here is a dedication to my BELOVED laopo-shalini sharon d/o albert[is it like that?] and my DEAR discipler-andoe ong chee pengandy, thanks for always being there to entertain me when im sad [tho u dono it!!..wahahahaha] and thanks for being my discipler!! even tho i always bully u, don take it to heart ya? im jus joking around!! i still love u alot..wahahahahhaha... i will do my best for my quiet time so as not to let u worry too much.. hmm.. if u have any troubles can tell me or sha!! for we are fellow siblings in CHRIST!!!..^^..LAOPO!!! thanks for always comforting me whenever im down.. hontonii arigato!!~ thanks for cheering me up and entertaining me along with ur quarrels with andy/carlisle/zhi sen and making me smile like mad!! im really blessed for having a laopo like u [wa sound like a love letter siol..>.<] i thank God for both u and andy for being there for me ever since i come bac to church..^^.. love ya muchiie!!! ANDY SHALINI ARIGATO GOZAIMASU!!!!!!!!
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