No weeping, no hurt or pain No suffering You hold me now You hold me now No darkness no sick or lame No hiding You hold me now, You hold me now yes Lord, you hold me now. Lord i need you so much more than before. I'm eager to use my spiritual gifts to do your will. i know that you will always be there to hold me but i just cant seem to get over the discouragement i have received throughout that period. thats the first time i feel so helpless when spreading the good news of Your name, and it's the only time that i am hit back so hard. i need your help to stand back up. i need you to pull me up once more. i need you more and more. i don't want to be just all-talk-no-action. i pray that you will help me grow even stronger in you. i don't want to stop having the feeling of desiring for you, desiring for your touch. the feeling when you touch me is something that i want to have for eternity. even though most of my friends do not understand me, Lord i know you understand me the most. i know that you know which part of me is the most vulnerable, and i just pray that you will strengthen that part of me. let me stand up right to save the lost sheeps all around MY world, for i know that when one soul is save, the whole heaven rejoice. i also pray Lord, that you will speak through me to all of my friends who are once in the safety zone but now had ran off, Lord i just pray that you will bring them back once more. bring them back to you, that i may see them in heaven as we live our lives at your side together. i pray for all the lost souls in the world, that you will place someone beside them to let them know who You are, let them know there is a God that loves them more than anyone else. stay with me, let me know your presence Lord. You love me even before i know you, and i want to love you back Father. my dearest and most wonderful/amazing/awesome/righteous/merciful heavenly father, i love you.
7:55 AM
Saturday, September 12, 2009
seems like blogger got problem again.. so im unable to make my fonts larger..
in the past i wrote a love letter to God. now im writing God's love letter back to me, as well as to all of u out there. :D
My child,
You may not know me, but i know everything about you.[psalm 139:1] I know when you sit down and when you rise up.[psalm 139:2] I am familiar with all your ways.[psalm 139:3] Even the hair on your head are numbered.[Matthew 10:29-31] For you were made in my image.[Genesis1:27] In me you live and move and have your being.[acts 17:28]For you are my offspring.[acts 17:28] I knew you even before you were conceived.[jeremiah 1:4-5] I chose you when i planned creation.[ephesians 1:11-12] You were not a mistake, for all your days are written in my book.[psalms 139:15-16] I determined the exact time of your birth and where you would live.[acts 17:26] You are fearfully and wonderfully made.[psalm 139:14] I knit you together in your mother's womb.[psalm 139:13] And brought you forth on the day you were born.[psalm 71:6] I have been misrepresented by those who don't know me.[john 8:41-44] I am not distant and angry, but am the complete expression of love.[1 john 4:16] And it is my desire to lavish my love on you.[1 john 3:1] Simply because you are my child and i am your father.[1 john 3:1] I offer you more than your earthly father ever could.[matthew 7:11] For i am the perfect father.[matthew 5:48] Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand.[james 1:17] For i am your provider and i meet all your needs.[matthew 6:31-33] My plan for your future has always been filled with hope.[jeremiah 29:11] Because i love you with an everlasting love.[jeremiah 31:3] My thoughts toward you are countless as the sand on the seashore.[psalm 139:17-18] And i rejoice over you with singing.[zephaniah 3:17] I will never stop doing good to you.[jeremiah 32:40] For you are my treasured possession.[exodus 19:5] I desire to establish you with all my heart and all my soul.[jeremiah 32:41] And i want to show you great and marvelous things.[jeremiah 33:3] If you seek me with all your heart, you will find me.[deuteronomy 4:29] Delight in me and i will give you the desires of your heart.[pslam 37:4] For it is i who gave you those desires.[phillipians 2:13] I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine.[ephesians 3:20] For i am your greatest encourager.[2 thessalonians 2:16-17] I am also the Father who comforts you in all your troubles.[2 corinthians 1:3-4] When you are brokenhearted, i am close to you.[psalm 34:18] As a shepherd carries a lamb,I have carried you close to my heart.[isaiah 40:11] One day iw ill wipe away every tear from your eyes.[revelation 21:3-4] And i'll take away all the pain you have suffered on this earth.[revelation 21:3-4] I am your Father, and i love you even as i love my son, Jesus.[john 17:23] For in Jesus, my love is revealed.[john 17:26] He is exact representation of my being.[hebrews 1:3] He came to demonstrate that i am for you, not against you.[romans 8:31] And to tell you that i am not counting your sins.[2 corinthians 5:18-19] Jesus died so that you and i could be reconciled.[2 corinthians 5:18-19] His death was the ultimate expression of my love for you.[1 john 4:10] I gave up everything i loved that i might gain your love.[romans 8:31-32] If you receive the figt of my son Hesus, you receive me.[1 john 2:23] And nothing will ever separate you from my love again.[romans 8:38-39] Come home and i'll throw the biggest party heaven has ever seen.[luke 15:7] I have always been Father, and will always be Father.[ephesians 3:14-15] My question is... will you be my child?[john 1:12-13] I am waiting for you.[Luke 15:11-32].
Love, your dad ALMIGHTY GOD
YES I WILL AND I ALWAYS WILL BE!
8:55 AM
Tuesday, September 08, 2009
gosh blogger's template going haywire once again.. lol.. anyway.. recently i have been watching this show by takuya kimura [木村拓哉] call mr.brain.. IT'S A FREAKING NICE SHOW!!!!! seriously manxxx WAHAHAHAAHAHHAHAHA.. it's about an organization call IPS [institute of police science] working and researching to aid in cracking the cases that police are unable to crack by using their scientific knowledge and technology. takuya is acting as tsukumo ryusuke who was once a pimp but become a genius after being in an accident that injured his brain and his right brain machiam wan to compensate become exceedingly developed. but one thing is he is quite eccentric and stuff like that and he is insensitive to people around him. thus he always makes matter worse.. IT'S A FREAKIN AWESOME SHOW!!! make me burn with passion to study bio once again.. [not that i don have the passion to study before but this show makes the fire burn even more!] 5 THUMBS UP!
3:50 AM
Welcome!
It's Me
Sandra Lee Yuan Ting
09/12/1992 [presents!!]
Currently tutoring as a part-time job
hoping to be able to upgrade myself
Just a typical girl next door who likes to do whatever she likes. :D
For ur information, I'm a christian and im proud to be one. So if u're going to give me some crap about christianity or God, save it, or i may convert u into a christian and trust me, I CAN DO IT COX GOD IS WITH ME!! ^^ have a nice day~
