Saturday, October 16, 2010
he's really good looking! but... it's sad to know that we will never be able to be friends. hai...
didn't really had a good mood this whole day.maybe it's because of a bad dream? or because i'm way too tired. really tired. have been waking up early these few days and yet unable to get to sleep. dammit. i just can't can't can't can't perk up. school's starting. sad much.
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Sunday, October 03, 2010
woohoo!!~ i got back my results for this semester. though it may not be very good, but it's definitely a great improvement from my previous semester. i feel that this holiday is really very enriching for me. so many things happen, so many changes seen, so many feelings cleared. for the very first time in Sandra Lee Yuan Ting's life, she has decided to take the initiative to be sociable. no idea why I've made this choice, but i just really had a very strong feeling that i want to know this guy. it's not like i have a crush on him or what, just really feel that he might be a good friend to know. and thus, i started to talk to him for the very first time today. hope that i will have the courage to continue to chat with him!
Friendship. what's friendship to everyone? to me, friendship is a bond so strong that nothing can ever break them apart. be it betrayal, jealousy, hatred, none of these feelings can ever separate the bond between me and those i deem as my friends. somehow it really bugs me when i see people taking friendship for granted, especially those who always says "friends come and go". do you really think that friends come and go? those are not friends. those are acquaintance. seen two, no three friendship bond being destroyed. one by his own decision, another by his behaviour, and the third by misunderstanding. how can these things ever affect friendship? people may say that it's due to the reason that they care too much for each other, i beg to differ. i think that they DO NOT understand each other at all. friends who really understand each other rarely fights, because they can think from each other's point of view. i treat each and every one of my friend as precious gems. but if they were to one day cast me away, what more can i do? i just really wish for a place where people will give "friendship" the priority that it deserves.
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