Sunday, August 30, 2009
today went back huayi for teacher's day celebration.. woke up early to buy flowers.. haha.. bought flowers for all the teachers we like.. XD.. MISS LEYANA!!! gosh! i missed her so much lar! missed missed missed.. she super cute and funny man.. wad "my little birdies fly fly away!!~".. super cute lar!! (L) her loads loads.. heh heh.. met with melvin wil pauline and alot i lazy to write out.. but have to go off early.. T.T... cox got ECE society planning retreat.. SAD LAR!!!! WAAAAAAAAAAAA... but nvm those friends that i wan to see again get ready! i will ask u all out again.. HEH HEH.. :)
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Wednesday, August 26, 2009
LOL.. i can't believe i'm so bored that i keep updating my blog... lol.. great! blogger's format came back.. hehheh.. made me ALMOST change to livejournal.. time to change a new blogskin manxxx... watching KNOWING now... sucks man.. singapore cut alot of scenes... those scenes that i saw on internet was cutted away in the dvd.. yea everyone i won be in singapore on 2,3,4 september!!! im going TIOMAN!!! WOOTS~ im soo freakin excited manxzzxzxx.. LOL.. k random post.. oh ya. im addicted to LEFT4DEAD HEHEH.. WHO WANTS TO JIO ME GO PLAY TOGETHER? HEHHEH..
9:50 AM
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Gosh blogger's format got problem.. who can help me with that uh? zzzz.. FINALLY IM HAVING HOLIDAYS.. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA..
yesterday went out with iris ziya lucas saran and two guys which i forgot their names (sorry >.<).. went and watch movie... orphan and the last house on the left.. I GOT INTO A M18 SHOW !! WOW!! not that we delibretely bought the ticket. we didn't know it was M18.. and the person selling us the ticket didn't bother to tell us either.. so we bought it.. XD.. watch two thrillers in a row yesterday... went home.. super lucky.. reach the bus-stop, have to wait HALF AN HOUR for my bus.. half an hour only mah nvm.. I MISSED THE ONE THAT I WAS WAITING FOR... GOSH.. then thankfully the next bus is jus 5 minutes later.. since im afraid that i will miss again i become super vigilant.. lol.. i board the next one and sat down and visit lalaland until...........................................
the air suddenly become very warm.. i woke up realising that we had stop. and i look outside and guess what? WE ARE IN THE MIDDLE OF PIE.. THE STUPID BUS BROKE DOWN AND THE AIR CON STOP FUNCTIONING AS WELL.. LOL!!.. so we sat there while the bus driver was trying his very best to start the bus again.. but in the end he gave up as well and called the headquarter of SBS or whatever.. two replacement bus came.. i was supposed to reach home at 10 but in the end? I REACH HOME AT 11.30 cool right! lol..
8:36 AM
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
MUAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH i shall post a very true and short entry.
SAGITTARIUS (The Promiscuous One)
Spontaneous.
High appeal.
Rare to find.
Great when found..
Loves being in long relationships.
So much love to give.
Not one to mess with.
Very pretty.
Very romantic.
Nice to everyone they meet.
Their Love is one of a kind..
Silly, fun and sweet.
Have own unique appeal.
Most caring person you will ever meet!
Amazing in the you know where..!!!
Not the kind of person you wanna mess with, you might end up crying.
SO TRUE SO TRUE.. WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
1:33 AM
Sunday, August 16, 2009
today had a long-awaited outing with JSJS.. wa dono how long was the last time we went out together.. i've seen jolene and stacey like almost everyday lar.. but jiayi.. HAHA.. can't even remember when was the last time i saw her.. anyway.. we went jp and was supposed to have dinner but seems like none of us were hungry so went and watch the hungover [or hangover? can't remember XD] .. THE MOVIE WAS SOO SUPER WORTH IT.. totally funny manzxxzxzx.. HAHA.. my first NC16 movie after i had turn 16 XD had a great catch-up session with jiayi.. SHOULD MEET UP MORE OFTEN DURING HOLS OK??!!!!!!
anyway i really thank God for all of u.. even tho we are soooooo different in the things we do as well as the things we like and out personalities, we still can get along well.. i feel that this is really a great blessing from God.. all of u are my treasure that i will never misplace! XD みんなは私の一番大切な友達よ minna watashi no ichiban taisetsuna tomodachi yo!
9:50 AM
Sunday, August 09, 2009
" i was with wilson and gang at beauty world shopping. i remembered that it was a saturday but i dint go church. so in a small attempt to get my friends to church, i ask them to eat with my cell group friends at auntie jas. so we went to the rooftop and eat. we were settling down and i went to the toilet. at the toilet i remembered there was two guys there and they were talking about something which i have no idea is what but their presence sort of freaked me out. i went back to the cell grp there and chat a little while with carlisle and the scene changed.
i was walking along the road back to my old house at boon lay. at the road, i met my two pri sch friends and they said something to me that made me walk towards my old house. at that point of time, my sister wasnt with me. so i went back and i reached the letterbox that place. it look as eerie as ever.. >.<.. then i walk out of the block and my sister is with me now. the sky started changing colour. from a cheerful colour to a dull and scary colour. i was holding my younger sister's hand and running towards the carpark. as we nearly reached the border between my house pavement and the carpark, i realised that my sister was holding some sort of toy in her hand. dono why i just know that it is something from my old house there so i scream at her to shout sorry towards the house and throw the toy back towards the house. she did what i said and we ran away from there. but as i turn back, three guys were chasing us already. everyone that were there were running in every direction but they only chased us. i felt terrified and i know that if they catch us nothing good is gonna happen to us. i just know that they are not human [meaning they are ghost. at least thats what i think inside the dream], so i carry my younger sister and i ran. then the scene changed.
i was still carrying my sister and running. the sky had turned dark, something like night time 10pm or later. we were at a sort-of-funfair or pasar malam. yan jie jie was selling clothes at the entrance. i felt relieved as i saw her and i pass my younger sister to her silently, not wanting the three guys to know that my sister is with yan jie jie already. then i decided to become a decoy and carried some clothes and pretend that it was my sister and i ran away. but the three guys were not dumb. they know that my sister wasnt with me. at that time i finally realised that my sister was the one they want and not me. i ran back to my sister and carried her and ran again. the three guys were at our heels. i screamed back and ask them why are they after my sister and they said she took something from the old house there. i said that she had returned them so what more do they want. they ignored what i replied. i really got scared at this moment of time. i started singing worship song out loud. but i was tired and stop after awhile. at the point where i stop, the three guys screamed at me. i was terrified and i broke down. i scolded myself for not trusting in God at that point of time so i started shouting prayers and chasing them away [like those sort of 'IN JESUS NAME U SHALL LEAVE FOR U HAVE NO BUSINESS HERE. I COMMAND YOU TO LEAVE US AND GO BACK TO WHERE U ARE!!!] But it wasnt working. i questioned God and my faith waver for that one second. i perk up my courage once again and start to scream prayers and chasing them away. the scene changed.
i was at COSBT second floor but it look different. it look very white and huge. someone was on stage preaching i think. two of the three guys that were chasing me was seated to my left and right. this time they were like normal humans, sitting there listening calmly to what that guy on stage was speaking. my younger sister was sitting on my leg. i think it was altar call at that point of time. i cried and cried loudly and i repented i think. i was praying at the same time i was still scared of the two guys sitting beside me. i cried with my mei in my arms and pray and pray loudly. then i think it ended and we left that place. when i walk through the door, wilson and jolene was behind me. i ask jolene how did i do and she said that i was fantastic! it was like im the pastor or what but i don get it. it's like im the one doing the speaking and the altar call but what i remembered was i was jus sitting there and repenting and praying and being scared."
this is the first nightmare that i had.
"i was at a rooftop kind of place and i think i was sending my two friend home and need to climb over the roof or something like that. i brought along my mei and i let her climb through first. i ask her to stop there and wait for me but she didnt. instead she jus continue to walk and walk and walk until a part where there is no protection at her right side and she just fell down! it was like quite high. i was taken aback and i was sooo freakin scared. i jumped down from the where i was to the place where she landed. i ran over and look at her. she wasnt dead she was crying a little. she had a bruise on her forehead. i started scolding her while crying. i started scolding her of not listening to what i said. i scold and scold and she started crying louder. then my mother came and said it's not mei's fault. the scene changed.
i was back at my old house. at the letterbox there. i think im with my sister again. but this time no other weird people was with me. i tried to open the letterbox using styrofoam. it felt so right to use it to open. then a woman walk out of the lift and walk to the letterbox beside me. she used the same method as i did to open the letterbox. at that time i realised that that way to open the letterbox is wrong and i realised that she is a ghost as well. den i silently walk out towards the carpark where there's a car there waiting for me. i climb into the car and told them to drive off and said there are ghosts. they ask me how did i know that the woman is a ghost and i replied saying the lift has broken down, and she walk out of the lift! then they say den? i said SHE'S USING THE STYROFOAM TO OPEN THE LETTERBOX! then they realised that she is indeed a ghost and we drove off[dono how they realised it as well] as we drove off, i turn back and saw that there was a long queue of 'ghost' trying to open the letterbox using styrofoam."
that's my second nightmare. for two consecutive nights i have been having nightmares of my old house. not only me my older sister jus told me she dreamt of nightmare at the old house as well. what is happening? i got a feeling that God is trying to tell me something but i just don get it. this chain of nightmares not only happened once. i remembered last year i had nightmares consecutively for one whole week as well. only that that time it wasnt linked at all. gosh im scaring myself.
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