Tuesday, June 24, 2008
O's coming... yet i do not have the motivation to start studying.. zzz.. my maths.. seriously i jus don care a heck sometimes.. thinking of the stress makes me wanna yell the whole day/cry the whole day/slack the whole day.... what's happening to me?? my spiritual walk with christ aint going well too.. seems like i totally lost control over my life.. im like a lifeless soul with jus my body there..==.. i cant get myself to study/pray/do quiet time.. i jus feel like using the com when i wake up all the way until i go to sleep in the wee hours.. and continuing the routine over and over again.. "y shld i give a heck?' sometimes i ask myself.. but once i think about being able to study well, get into biomedical, it makes me wanna study... yet as soon as a question i do not understand/do not noe how to do, i jus plain give up.. and i start slacking again.. is there a potion out there that will make me be able to study?? i wanna grow more in christ too.. but i jus seem to be walking on the spot, while God is infront.. i jus don have the energy to continue walking, neither do i feel like i wanna go backwards.. im getting desperate...........
3:25 AM
Monday, June 02, 2008
yea thanks ar hui yun.. make me blog twice a day.. lol.. well so here's the survey..
1) how long will u wait for someone u love?
hmm... wait until the feeling fade lor..
2) what do u want to do now?
play maple and slack...
3)what will u be doing at 6pm?
playing maple
4)do u hate ur friends sometimes?
nope!! but i do feel that they are quite insensitive at times..*oops*XD
5)what type of person do u think u are?
well......... a humorous one bahx.. insociable person[changing now!!]
6)do u believe in seeing a rainbow after e rain?
well in scientific explanation, only when there's sun can u be able to see one.. LOL.. don care that.. i do believe in that tho..
7)what impossible things u wish to do?
invent a time machine and go back time to correct all my mistakes..
8)your darkest secret?
=x
9)are u happy with ur life right now?
TOTALLY except for the fact that im sec 4 now.. zzzz
10)what if ur crush asked u out?
AGREE IMMEDIATELY !!! LOL
11)describe ur other half.
-no comments-
12)what feelings do u hate the most?
sadness and anger..
13)do u cherish every friendship of yours?
from animals to homo sapiens.. YEA!~
14)what are u lookin forward in the coming weeks?
more discipline to study and growing more in God!
15)the most important thing in ur life.
[i shant write family or friends or God as they are not things] ALL MY S.H.E STUFFS
16)who do u hope to be always there for u?
hmm.. HIM, family and friends!!!
17)Do u find life meaningless?
NO DUHX!!! im living for God how can that be meaningless??*shakes head*XD
18)who do u love the most?
GOD!!, family, friends
19)the craziest thing(s) u ever did in ur life..
i-d-k
20)what's ur greatest wish?
hope that all those who are dear to me can meet God!!![and of course good O level results,everyone happy blah blah blah...><]
21)the sweetest thing u ever did for someone?
give him/her sweet.. LOL
Instructions: Remove one question from above and replace it w your own.
Tag 8 people, list 'em down at th end of th post. Notify 'em in their chatbox that they've been tagged.
1)KERYN
2)JASON
3)YAN QIU
4)ZI XIN
5)STACEY
6)PEI QIN
7)MELINDA
8)JOANNE
taking off qn 19 & replacin it with "do u rather have a romantic relationship or a stable one?"
2:17 AM
wahahahahhaa.. ytd when to jurong birdpark!!! actually was supposed to go to downtown east with family but my father suddenly wanted to visit the birdpark to relive his youth memories.. >.<..i don mind either way cox is animals and animals are my thing!! so ya we went[except for my sister].. was only like a few minutes of journey from my house to birdpark lor.. damn near.. was quite irritated at first cox is damn hot with my father naggin beside my ear... den we went to watch the bird's show.. THE PARROT WAS DAMN PRO!! IT CAN SING "KE REN LAI" AND "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" LOR!!![even tho some was quite off pitch...>.<] and further more it can count to ten in both english and chinese!! omg!!.. was quite impressed by it.. after that went and walk around and saw emu, rhea, ostrich.. it belongs to the new exhibition called the dinosaurs descendants.. something like that.. den got a small part of sand pit.. is to make-believe that u are actually digging for dinosaur's fossil.. i was super amused by that and was digging trying to dig the whole fossil out so the kids after me is unable to play..!! wahahahha.. din got a photo of that tho.. ya.. den after that when i was going home... i saw a damn interesting/true/meaningful thing..
know what it is?? it is actually a super duper big cage!!! with a entrance beside and nothing inside.. lol!!.. but the meaningful thing is the little sign on it..
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for those who dono wad is homo sapiens, it is the scientific term of HUMANS.. well this cage has a big entrance beside it to let tourists get in and get photographed with this sign on top... for those who are clever should had understand what this sign means.. i soooo totally agree with this sign man even tho im a homo sapien myself.. it is true don't u agree?? humans are indeed the world's most dangerous creature.. what is happening to Earth is all because of humans activities.. and thats the reason y our Earth is dying.. lol..
this is the biggest and tallest man-made waterfall!!! and is in singapore!! jurong birdpark if u are interested..>.<..
i think this is crowned pigeon.. cant really remember the name.. it is allowed to roam freely at a enclosed place with all the tourist..
i dono wad is this thing.. but it is the first bird i saw when i stepped into the birdpark so ya..
1:40 AM
for those who dono wad is homo sapiens, it is the scientific term of HUMANS.. well this cage has a big entrance beside it to let tourists get in and get photographed with this sign on top... for those who are clever should had understand what this sign means.. i soooo totally agree with this sign man even tho im a homo sapien myself.. it is true don't u agree?? humans are indeed the world's most dangerous creature.. what is happening to Earth is all because of humans activities.. and thats the reason y our Earth is dying.. lol..
this is the biggest and tallest man-made waterfall!!! and is in singapore!! jurong birdpark if u are interested..>.<..
i think this is crowned pigeon.. cant really remember the name.. it is allowed to roam freely at a enclosed place with all the tourist..
i dono wad is this thing.. but it is the first bird i saw when i stepped into the birdpark so ya..