01/05/2006 this entry is all on dedications to mi two "best friends":keryn..is not dat i sae you ps mi a lot of times..i am jus quoting anexample..i am not blaming you or wad..is like to mi, you everytime side wif jolene..sometimes i try to ignore the fact that you are indeed siding wif jolene..but i jus cant..like las time at the mama shop..before we dismiss from the assembly, i oredi told you and jolene dat afterwards i m going to see mr lau immediately to take back mi card..den after dat i go off wif xin yan.. pei qin..zixin..sheena..den wen you all saw mi at the mama shop..you all suddenly come and confront mi and sae dat i ps you all..i NEVER..in mi whole life i hav NEVER ONCE ps anione b4..even if i did..it would nv have been ani of you..den at that time i am oredi feeling veri low..den suddenly being scolded for no reason..den you all jus walk away..at that time..i broke down..i really did..and who was at mi side?not you, not jolene..but xin yan, pei qin, zixin and sheena..dey comfort mi..wad abt both of you?you all jus walk away..even though you saw m cry..you did nothing..you jus FREAKIN WALK AWAY..maybe you think dat i am petty or wadever..but is nto..i have ti hui ignorance of friends longer den anione of you..mi mother scold mi stupid oso..how mani things can i chen shou?you sae you got problems..you nv tel mi..like las time at ipw..i give out a hand of help but wad did you do?IGNORE MI..wad can i do towards friend ignorance?NOTHING..NOTHING AT ALL..K..I M JUS A STUPID OUTSIDER ARENT I?K FINE..EVERYTHING IS MI FAULT..I M NOT SUPPOSED TO BE IN THIS WORLD..BUT WAD CAN I DO?WHY ARENT DERE A JUS A TRUE FRIEND FOR MI?i have enough..wad can i do?nth..y cant i find someone hu is true to mi?i m jus a nobody..jus a nobody..
2:38 AM
Welcome!
It's Me
Sandra Lee Yuan Ting
09/12/1992 [presents!!]
Currently tutoring as a part-time job
hoping to be able to upgrade myself
Just a typical girl next door who likes to do whatever she likes. :D
For ur information, I'm a christian and im proud to be one. So if u're going to give me some crap about christianity or God, save it, or i may convert u into a christian and trust me, I CAN DO IT COX GOD IS WITH ME!! ^^ have a nice day~
y cant i find someone hu is true to mi?i m jus a nobody..jus a nobody..
