Saturday, July 19, 2008
changed my blogskin. feel that a new change should really occur in my life. have i been living my life with integrity? have i been living my life as a honest person? have i been treating people like what i will expect people to treat me back? all these questions are running through my mind. maybe i really am not mature enough in God. i need more help but how can i start? i want to rely more on God. SO MUCH MORE. but is so difficult. is an extremely difficult task for me. sometimes i've been thinking, should i start praying for myself first before i start praying for others? i cant hear God. im lost in my way. what should i do.
well. O's is really REALLY near. i got like less than one hundred days to study and yet im still troubling over other things. "stupid ar sandra". feel like scolding myself to get to work. well at least bio is down. done with the revision for bio. DAKEDO! teacher have not finish teaching all the syllables in bio. -.-''' *kua kua* thus, GANBATTE for my other subjects. hahax. ESPECIALLY MY TROUBLESOME MATHS. so pissed at my life now. every little thing can make me FLARE UP. i seriously need to chill man. but how am i supposed to do that. T.T no teacher to teach me. anyway, practical exam coming on tuesday. GREAT. scales [X] songs [ok lar] Aural [X] sight reading [go there see how to die] hmm thats around it. so what do you think? able to past? "ANY IDIOT ALSO IS ABLE TO SEE CANNOT!" baka sandra. T.T what am i supposed to doooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!~. haix haix.
~jana~
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