Saturday, July 31, 2010
crap. this is not good. not good at all. hai. been having dreams that i don't wish to have for the past few days. can't believe u can even haunt me in my dreams. i really wish to just get on with life and forget everything. well it was a short period. why can't i just be stronger and forget all of it? every single thing seems to remind me of you. my mind knows that i need to move on, yet a part of my heart is stopping me from doing so. it's giving me a hope that maybe, just maybe, you're not as bad as u seems now. maybe u have a reason to do all this. maybe u still love me and wants me back someday, when the reason u left me is solved. yet the other part of my heart tells me, give it up. he's no longer mine, but someone else's. whatever we have experience in the past, is now the sweet memories of another girl. freak this sucks so badly. how i wish i can have a wish right now. the wish u made to the shooting star, it came true. but for mine, it will never come true. never. i will be strong, for i know someone out there deserves me and i deserve him. this is a lesson to be learnt, and i learnt it through a damn hard way. OH and thanks for TRYING to help me in ps. XD appreciated :)
FOP was awesome! planetshakers worship experience was WOOHOOO!!!!~ gosh henry seely's voice is as great as ever. pastor daniel was on stage. LIKA COOOOOL!! really wish to go tanning this few days. i wanna have a nice tan that will make me look sporty though im not HAHA.. and i need new songs. NO KOREAN SONGS BTW HAHAHHAHA i want english songs, chinese song and maybe some jap songs. craving for kbox. who's up for it????? hmm YOG's break coming! and ur going attachment. jiayou! hopefully the loft is booked so that i can stay in school to study (L) HAHA. need to buck up on my MI and EM3A gosh gosh gosh gosh! im like randomly ranting on and on. k shall stop here. toodles~don't do stupid things with her uhhhh better be safe than sorry :):)
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