Wednesday, July 07, 2010
haha what can i say. expected it. but the thing that hurt me most is ur cold replies towards most of my questions. is it so difficult to admit that u like her. rather than saying that i already know those answers so why ask. hurts damn lot when i actually thought all of it was fake and u have to crash it all and say u didnt say that u didnt say it wasnt the truth. thats the same as admitting that u like her in an indirect way uh. well she IS prettier and cuter than me. wish u good luck with her. though u say u wouldnt want to be with her now, u and i both know that's not entirely the truth. when u whisper to me the last time 'i love you silly girl' u have no idea how happy i am. thanks i needed that. though i know i will regret this decision in the future, this is the best for both of us uh? thanks for being the bad person for me, and giving in to me even to the very last minute. please don't ever be awkward around me, cause i know i won't :) i love you
from your used-to-be penguin and silly girl.
7:22 PM