i figure out this is the only way i can communicate with you. i heard a lot from kah ho. even though i know you want me to move on, give up on u, do u know it's damn hard? at first i thought that once i see how u act around wt will just make me give up immediately, i realise that im wrong. it just makes me know how much i love you. i know my post has made u feel even more bad, but lol i don't remember deleting any post. XD. somehow some part of me still want to hold on to the hope that u still love me and still wants me back someday in the future. guess it won't happen uh. somehow i feel that it's my fault that ur r/s with the XDs are ruined. i'm really sorry. i know how much they meant to u. but now i know, they're XDs that cant accept someone's mistake. u will find even better friends out there. be careful during your attachment. somehow i got mixed feelings about u not going india. XD oh well. to say the truth, even though i seem fine about not being friends with u, i seriously still want to be. i really want to be someone who can be there when u need someone to talk to, to hang out. of course ur girlfriend will take priority but i still wanna be friends with u. this result is partly the reason why i rejected u so much in the past. haha. i really miss talking to u. i hate the awkward feeling when im around you. and i guess im born a stalker. even if it meant hurting myself. being friends, i can still hear u call me silly girl. heh. thats quite tempting XD. thanks for loving me so much in the past, and liking me even a bit now. :D
ps. please update ur blog :( will be keeping my eye out for it HEH
10:51 AM
Welcome!
It's Me
Sandra Lee Yuan Ting
09/12/1992 [presents!!]
Currently tutoring as a part-time job
hoping to be able to upgrade myself
Just a typical girl next door who likes to do whatever she likes. :D
For ur information, I'm a christian and im proud to be one. So if u're going to give me some crap about christianity or God, save it, or i may convert u into a christian and trust me, I CAN DO IT COX GOD IS WITH ME!! ^^ have a nice day~
