Thursday, July 15, 2010
i've known so many lies that u gave me on the very last few days with me and even during that time when we're drunk. u went to the cinema with her on saturday after AGM right? u did things with her that what me and u would have done. u told me u didnt kiss her. i guess that's a lie as well right. so indirectly i had kissed her. gosh u made me feel so freaking dirty. im like just a pawn for you to use when no one likes u. and as soon someone else likes u i can just be thrown aside. fuck. and u really did quite alot of things for her that u will never do for me right? it shows that u really love her so much more than u love me. and whats with the distancing yourself from XDs? i cant believe u actually gave up friendship for relationship. spending time everyday with her is now so much more important than the XDs. no wonder u could afford doing this to me. if the reason of u distancing yourself from the XDs is because of me, tell me. if u dont wanna talk to me, tell me in some other way. i will distance myself from the XDs. im so fucking disappointed yet i cant do anything about it.
7:19 PM
